Still Waiting

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

today... is another special day. but well.. i dun think it's really pleasantly special. hmmm.. wells... exactly 365 days ago.. i was out with g6.. at this time, i would be coming home le. tired and sunburnt. at *******(a place, lets call it XY) we met this group of guys. haha.. only the 5 of us girls.anyways.. shant elaborate so much abt how we met them, anyways... ya.. one guy asked for my number.. but being an smart ass i am, i didnt give him my number, but also partly due to the fact that i dont have handphone XD =)

yups... so we took a shuttle bus out together, then we girls went home first. haha.. this guy is called coke.. i cant deny i did fall for his looks for the first time, cos he was the best looking one among the whole group of guys, agreed by all of us =)

then, thru my girlfriends, he got to know my contact and so i did contact with him la.. either he call my house for a chat or we'll be smsing lor.(my daddy's phone XD)

BUTTT... feelings really faded drastically... so around a few days before my birthday, i told him we werent possible.. and let's stop contacting each other. well.. haha thats the end of our hmm.. "improving relationship".

well.. dun blame me for being so heartless, cos i really dun mean to be such a bad guy,(ok, girl.) but i really dun have any feelings for him le mar... how to continue.. so.. ya. we're just friends all along.. our friendship could have moved on further, BUT i chose not to.. cos. haha.. i cannot imagine life with him by my side. he wasnt the guy i really like, after i got to know his personality la.

so.. well.. when it was my birthday, he actually waited for me UNDER MY BLOCK! sighs. this is something i owe him- a birthday present and a ren qing. why? its bcos he lived in the west lor.. yet he still came to tampines(east) just to give me the present.. 20 over bucks la.. haiz! i haven buy a bdae present for him yet.. his bdae is in dunno sept or oct 14 la..

haiz.. i hope history will not repeat this year.. haiz.. cos last year.. it was a bad surprise.. real bad. and i told hui lin and cailing off for conspiring with him.. sigh. WAD ARE FRIENDS FOR. giving me bad surpises yeah?XD

so.. yups. after falling out of love with him, i fall for a triple science smart ass in my sec sch. in my level. in my class. haha.. however that was history already. now...

lalalallalalalala~~~

hmmm..today wasnt really productive in the library, cos i guess i ate luffing gas in my breakfast, and i kept luffing non stop in the library today.. it was hard, cos i had to really luff out loud yet the library is damn quiet.. and i had to giggle my head off.. hahaz.. all bcos of chang yu.. all the ugly faces he made.. LOL!!! FUNNY SIA!! n i captured one of his ugly looks.. ACCIDENTALLY!! haha... shant post on blog la.. sorry bud.. for luffing at u all day long.. sorry sorry.. public apology.. happy already or not!! XD but sorry la.. i cant help it XD hmmm.. and hor... well..there was a car accident outside TPJC today.. hope no one is seriously hurt though.. and i ate chocolates today!!! fat fat...

and one baby maggot came out of cailing's chocolate today.. gosh... cadbury.. timeout. sucks lor!!! cos me and weitian just finished sharing one packet.. and this is wad happened to cailing. i hope i didnt eat any maggots.. if i really did, maggots please eat up all the chocolate i ate today.. dun wanna get fat =) haha.. have to control diet le! just back from jogging.. sigh. LOUSY stamina.. saw ching wei n ching kiat! =)) misses prss co.. XD

-when are you coming back? ;